runaway?

 I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go

I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard now and it hurts like hell
i just wanna forget about everything and run away

 

 today is like i'm under heavy cloud.

today is worst ! i can't believe myself that i should face this day. i know my friends have the same feeling also with mine. thanks for those people who had destroyed my mood today. i wish i could slap you on face. i'm just wondering why can't i have an ability to buff on you ya? just realized that i'm to afraid to do that. i'm not perfect neither are you. so stop act like you know everything. i'm the one who in charge on this section but why are you so bossy to take all duty to arrange it? i smell the smells of injustice here. we're not your servants,sweetie :) and i don't wanna start any fight with you. it's useless to spend more time fighting with you so i just obeyed your sweet rules. just because i obeyed your rules,it doesn't mean i like you. i know you have everything with you and that's why you act like that. but don't you think your too excessive? :)

sorry can't let myself be crushed like this. i stay silent but inside me,i'm fighting against my ego and emotion.

so i stand in front of mirror and told myself Girl,you will be fine,khey? :)

 

sooo let's skip to another topic! time won't wait for us. HAHA

ey guys ! yerterday was my birthday. :P why i said so? cauz yesterday was 27 March. 2+7 is 9 !

so i concluded that yersterday was 9 March. my birthday is on 9 March fyi. yesterday i celebrated my second birthday ! HAHA

my besties, CINDY AND ALBERT gave me some surprises. they bought a birthday cake for me and t-shirt. i'm so surprised that they made another birthday for me. and heartily i love it. lately this year i didn't have any birthday cake on my birthday. THANKSS SO MUCCH, besties ♥

but the funny things was he forgot to take a knife along him when he gave me the cake. cindy and i burst in laughter for his carelessness. so i brought the cake home and cut it with my mother,brothers and sister.

and i'm so touched by albert's saying to me when i asked him why he and cindy gave me a birthday cake. for i know the head of this plan is albert. HAHA.

and he said that "i just think that maybe when you're 17 years old, I won't be able to make your birthday like this so I made this today."

 ee that's more than sweet. THANKSS FELLAS ! ♥

OHH YAAH ! i almost forgot about my present from my awesome BESTIES !

from gaby,yenni,mega,tifanny,karun,jessi and cindy. thankss ya darlingss :*

supa love it ! :D

that's all for today. i have to say goodbye to you. practise time is waiting and projects are heading.

please God,stay with me thru this week is so tough.

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:: today quotes ::

'but i love you' is better than 'i love you but'

i ain't strong. i'm fragile

 

please tell me what should i do now?

tell why do you destroyed this friendship. i thought we are bestfriends.

for i know that FRIENDS means

[F]ight for you.

[R]espect you.

[I]nclude you.

[E]ncourage you.

[N]eed you.

[D]eserve you.

[S]tand by you.

and i feels like hundreds of knives strike to me and i'm falling into pieces. never appeared in my mind that you have changed and will never be the same. i'm wondering in my mind can i reformat you to the past you? 

i'd rather be a stupid instead of losing a friend like you. 

you're leaving and explaining nothing to me. this is not all i want. everything happens with a reason behind it and what is your reason? tell me.

maybe i'm nothing to you and i just need to back off from your life so that you can living your life without me.

can you smile for ur decision? ya smile.

you hope for this. you want for this.

if you decided this decision,promise me that you will be happy.

this the end. the final.

all my life i pray for people like them

 

lemme introduce you to my greatest fans of me ! HAHA. just kidding ;)

today my monday is different from another monday. i'm freaking happy to welcome todays monday.

my friends give some surprises to me at school. ya i never expected that they will give presents for my birthday that pastalreadyactually. it's never too late to receive present ! i will open my hands widely lerh. HEHE. no lah don't take it too serious.

they wrapped their presents with a lot of newspapers and it took sooooooo much time to open it but they asked me to open it patiently and may not torn it for it will reduce the magical power of my presents so i just obeyed their rules.

AND TADAA !

eventually i can meet my presents crystal clear in front of my eyes !

earnestly i love what they had given too me. i was about to cry at school, never crossed in my mind that they are really care about me. i'm so touched and moved by everything that they did to me. oops but i didn't cry lah. 

DON'T YOU DARE TO SAID ME A TEARFUL GIRL, I WILL SWALLOW YOU UP !

eee just realized that i have a 'killer' mental also. HAHA

they give me wedges and purple shirt. and the most important one is their best wishes for me. they gave me 16 wishes. 16 wishes for 16 years old girl :) anyway i used ur newspapers as my background when i'm taking picture. and i think it suit on my room. feel that i'm a scavengers to myself. woott =,=

i feel so lucky having apid,ania,chelthy,tepen,ceg,oink,nging and kwebek filling my day ! I had a blast happiness today and you all satisfy my happiness :)

MERCiii ♥

sending my second BIGGG thankss to mel,rei,win,kel,ren and tektek also! so sorry i can't get any picture of tektek.i mean lupita ;) thank you for ur COOL LAMP for a COOL PERSON like me ;) HAHAHA. and your birthday card is so fabulous ! i love the eiffel tower. thanks adorable for ur drawing.the lamp that you guys had given to me accompany my gloomy night. and you guys thank you for being my light in my life. ich liebi dich ♥

oh yah ! before i forgot i would like to say sorry for my friends cauz i have stolen your pictures without any permission. HEHE. sorry for being paparazzi ! apologize is accepted rite? :)

khey bloggers ! gotta leave this post now. we will meet on another hello !

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she is just an ordinary girl

This are the situations that happened in me. HAHA. can't lie myself that i'm missing my long hair damn much.

DEAR HAIR...

please grow longer in a short-term time.

sincerely, VEVE

HAHAHA. am i too insane talking to my own hair? maybe :P

and this is what i want if i get my long hair back. i miss braiding and i feel envy to see people with long hair. no lah jk only. :D

 anyway i would like to say thank you to VEGA cauz you know i'm touched by ur latest post on your blog. we might not close each other and seldom meet also but you put my name on your blog to say happy birthday to me ! :) that's more than sweet. thanks sweet heart !

click here to visit her blog and know her more

aw i'm so sleepy. let's end this post.

sending my love for my blog readers!

don't forget to be awesome ya ;)

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my i n d e p e n d e n c e day

olleh ! or H E L LO :)

sorry for being invisible for these few days. It has been quite some time since I was blogging last time. i should stay away from my blog cauz i'm having a lot of mess to be cleaned such as like school and school and school. HAHAHA. now i'm having my mid semestral examination. and today was the third day. will be having this examination till next week. hufft. i'm stealing some of my study time to post some new post today.

I'm happy with my excruciatingly blissful life right now cauz today is my independence day! ya today is my birthday. i'm no longer 15 anymore but i'm 16. still young mah and i will be forever young ! HAHA though my life is all packed and hectic enough but then I am so grateful cauz I have JESUS who has provided this special day and lovely friends for me to breathe on :)

but overall i wish today was not my birthday :)

no one in my house realize that today is my birthday. life is just acted like normal or even worse. it's true and it's hurts me deeply inside myself. and some of my friends that i expect they will remember my birthday but the fact they aren't. forget about it. i'm fine.

let's talk about another topic ! :D

 

 i didn't make any 16 wishes for my birthday. but i do wish all good things happens right before my eyes and for everyone goodness. HEHE. i would like to say THANK YOU for every single person who remember my birthday. and really appreciate those wishes. having all the people who remember my birthday day is just soo sweet. frankly i'm so touched :') special thanks to VANIA, my cute partner ! :P i really appreciate her greetings cauz she was the only one who greeted  me exactly 00.00 a.m through twitter. i love you,unyuu :P

without reducing any gratitude, once more MERCI everyone. je t'aime ♥

ohh! i almost forgot that today my friends tricked on me ! they poured water to me and gave me some stroke to my hand and face. i'm all wet and dirty after i went back from school but that was fun. this is the reason why i should be happy on my birthday cauz i have totally an awesome friends in my life. thanks for giving some smile and laughter appear in my face today. i think i will make some revenge to my friends who had tricked me today on their birthday ! HAHAHA *evil mind*

 

i think that's all for today.

MUCH LOVE, VEVE ♥

cheers everyone !

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last before i end this post is joyeux anniversaire for me! :D
and happy un-birthday to those who don't have their birthday today !

have a blast on your day