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hello awesome people all over the world :)

as what i said in my previous post, i will be back in another post and i'm keeping my promise,rite? i'm back for i know you guys are missing me. same here ! i miss typing in my blog not you. HAHAHA ! joking lerh.
what i love bout typing in this blog is i can practice my english language. as i know i'm not expert at this language but i'll keep trying and hoping that one day i will have my english better and better :)

i'm so excited to know that today weekend greet me again. after i got so many distress this full week. ya for the same reason, i have to say school is getting worse. 1 week full of tests ! they are evil to me. but i don't hate the lessons at my school. i mean i do love lessons where i can get so many new things that i had never knew. but i hate when lessons is packed in the form of exam. HAHA

1 more reason why i'm so excited is to know that chinese new year is getting closer. woohoo ! but school only give me 5 days break from school. ah i should thank God for this anyway. no complain again :D

errh. . . this week is quite tough for me. not only because i got so many exams but i got so many problems also. i keep arguing inside me. and sometimes i forced a smile. ya i fake a smile. you can call me a liar when i'm saying that i'm fine instead i'm not. i admit that i do photoshop in my life. hiding my sadness and drop some smile in my face. when everything seems to be wrong and i'm all alone with myself, i don't want to blame anybody. i'm just thinking that maybe i'm the reason why this is happening. there are a lot of things that i fear to. but i know that what i fear will happen so i keep be open-minded and throw away my hesitancy. 

oh yeah, i wanna show you my favorite picture for today. today i play with my camera again. cauz i got ideas to take picture with stuffs around me. this is random picture i think. note : before you see this picture is be POSITIVE THINKING oo :)

 
 yeehaa. i gave u my middle finger. HAHAHA. i think middle finger is not completely mean bad. you see i can make my middle finger into cute-related-stuffs. i guess so ;)

the fact is i give you smiley face,rite? 

that's all for today. i'm running of topics. we will meet again on another post. soon :)

c ya around. keep your spirit on !

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when heart speak up ❤

first, i will show you the MASTERPIECE drawing from my adorable one, IRENE :)

she is the one who drew this epic drawing :) and i'm the one who coloured it. not all but some.

 

 today i got some time for sparing my time to update my blog. and i took some pictures today ! inspired by anonymous. thanks anway. sometimes i have so much to say but i can't put it on words so i just took some pictures. photography is part of me now. one word to describe my feeling today is MISARABLE. bad things happened today and i wish i can go back to past and undo my fault. or i wish can get an amnesia of bad things happened today. ohh please i'm not on my mood to be a cheerful person. i'm stuck in bad condition. i'm trying to comfort myself now. ah enjoy the pictures that i had taken today. with the theme when heart speak up :)

 

 that's all for today. i will be back on another post but i don't know when.

criticisms and compliments are allowed in this blog. feel free to drop what is inside your mind about this blog.

night sweet people ❤

c ya around.

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Today favourite quotes : 

MISTAKES are 1 step closer to SUCCESSFUL LIFE

human-being feeling. . .

waddup people! warm hello from me :)

sorry for the time that i din post any post to my blog. no time to spend some time to renewed my blog. don't hate me cauz i din post any post ya. keep your love for me :D

Anyway how's life everybody? treating you nice or not? mine is kinda boring. nothing special since i started my school again. ya i'm starting my school since 5 days ago. school is sucks. tee hee. you know i'm still on holiday mood. HEHE. although school is sucks,i'm glad that i can meet my friends ! uww i miss them too much. i miss the moments i spend laughter,happiness together. together is better than alone. :) school take all my happiness. ermm not all but most of all. HAHA. i spend around 8 hours at school. as a teenager, i think i need 8 hours for sleep not 8 hours for schooling. it's upside down. meh =,= it's hard for me now to find some time to relax. i seldom take a pictures now. and i can only updated my blog on weekend.duh. this is not all i want. HAHAHA.

key actually i din know wanna post what topics for today. i just wanna updated my blog since i din updated for a long long long time ago. but suddenly i remembered that i had typed some topics to post for my blog at my mobile. let's start it then :)

before i go further, i wanna ask about ur opinions first. is that okay? no answers means yes. lol

what do u feel when adult people control or dominate your your world?

what do u feel when ur fren break his or her promises?like can't take care of their own words?

what do u feel when our fren acted like a backstabber? talking about us arbitrary with a certain purpose?

what do u feel when people are talking about their secrets in front of us but they din want to tell us about that secret?

according to me, deep inside my heart i wanna say that honestly it's horrible.

first,i think i have my own way in my life,not all the things in my life should be arranged by adult people,meh? give me a little space for me to do some things with my own way. i'm promise i won't break your trust that u given to me. maybe my ways are weird but that's me. i'm enjoying my own way. i'm young and i'm free :)

second,i really hate those people who can't keep their promises. in my life, if i already promised to someone, i'll try to keep to it. no matter what. if everything still in the right way lah. i won't go left mah. was joking ;)

when people breaks their promises with me,it means that they breaks my heart too.

third,i word to say for them is they are HYPROCRITE. really wanna destroy,slap,punch,kick,curse or anything like that to those people. WKAKAKA. won't be such a killer like that. tee hey. oh please if there are something wrong with me,just tell me. i will learn from my mistakes. is it necessary to tell bad things to other people?i'm human also. and i hope i can some privacy also.

or maybe u are jealous with me so u act like that? that's not a good reason lerh.

every person is diff . you are special just the say you are and so do i :D

i just wanna tell you that if you love me,i will love you even more with all my internal organs.

forth,it's quite annoying for me to see people acting like that in front me. if they din want to tell their secret,why they should talked about their secret in front of me?any reasons for these? but let it be lorh. as long my life is fine with or without that secrets :D

last but not least, my purpose to post this post is to vent what is inside my feelings. cauz it keeps interrupt me and now it explode to this post. don't judge me for this is my blog. this is my world and i'm the owner of this blog. don't get negative thinking also about me, I'M STILL ME :)

if someone is offended with my words,i'm really sorry. or maybe you are the one i was talking about. oh i hope everything is still fine ya.don't get mad on me *puppy eyes* i'm just saying what is inside me :D

thats all for today. today post is quite long,huh? HEHE.

byee fellas :)

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holiday is not the end of the world !

waddap friends :)
i'm back from my holiday from singapore. my holiday was AMAZING ! woohoo. i guessed so. sweet memories lorh. sorry for i had been invisible for a few days. but now i'm available now ! u guys are waiting for my new post,rite? HAHAHA okay i would tell a little bit of my holiday. maybe i wouldn't tell every detail cauz i think it will be better if i only tell you in that way. HEHE. but first of all, i wanna say that i'm not a GOOD STORY TELLER ! REAALLY! i wanna tell my holiday but i just dunno how to express it. i got terrible headache and lack of idea how to convey it. MEH =,= but i'm trying now. sorry if it is a lil bit messy ;) okey when i was at sg, i went to universal studio,science centre,haw parr villa,sentosa island,bugis shopping centre.
THE END !
wkakaka.


just kidding :)
it was my first experience to come to universal studio and i was amazed when i arrived at that place. WOW. nice place lorh.
i almost play all the rides at there. but i love the mummy revenge roller coaster the best ! really an exciting ride. i love the 4D movie also and live rock concert. rockin ! :D
bad things that i found there were :
first, i had queued for 2 hours for playing 1 ride,i hate that ride till i forgot the name. lol and when it was the time for me to ride, suddenly the ride is broken or under repair. really annoying,huh? spending my time for that unimportant thing ! wasting my time. duh.
second, it was raining ! omaigosh. it just a lil bit ruined my day.
third, ummm i only bought one key-chain for me but i forgot to buy it for my family. mean ya? but honestly i din have time anymore not because i din want to buy it. they told me to hurry cauz they wanted to leave universal studio already. aiyoo =,= that's all about my experiences at universal studio. here are the pictures. i din took a lot of pictures there. let these picture tell their own story ya :D enjoy !










keep going on next topic. on the next day, i went to science centre. i had been there before. HAHA. that was my second time there. not much had changed there. but i saw 2 shows that i never seen before. the fire show and 3D movie. both of them were nice shows. here are the pictures. enjoy ! :D












on the next day after next day, lol
i went to haw par villa. where i could find so many chinese statues and the history of chinese and etc. i can't tell you my experiences there cauz i dunno how to tell it to you. even after i went there. so let all the pictures tell their own story. HEHE after i visited haw par villa, i went to orchard road. all i can say was waw ! all branded things were there. i din buy any things. just had a walk there. oh yah i went to sentosa also and watched musical fountain. awesome show,again :)











next day before i went back to pontianak, i went to have some breakfast at pioneer. i ate at sakura restaurant. it was a buffet. and the restaurant provided so many foods ! till i got confused wanna eat what. i love to tell my experiences at this place cauz i got so many things to tell. HAHAHA. so i took sushi and oyster as it looks nice in my sight. after i ate it, feels that my body wanna push the food out again from my mouth. the taste was creepy ! eminently truly honestly ! omaigosh i hate that food so much. and i din finished it. but suddenly i realized something. you know what? the food that had been wasted will be charged ! another omaigosh. so i took tissue and threw it. and pretended to be an innocent. lol. i know i'm weird by saying that those food tasted bad. but i think i just not suitable with high-class food (?) is it too excessive? MAHAHA.
after that i went to the mall. the mall was so boring. nothing to do there. adult people corrupted my time for having fun. i planned to go shopping with my fren and sophia jie" but it was postponed till night. but thanks goodness i still had time for shopping. MEHEHE ;) after shopping, i went to starbucks! yey i bought starbucks tumbler ! and got free drink there.








finally i can finished my story about my holiday. HEHE
i bet i will miss my holiday o. but thanks holiday for filling my day ! :)
anyway ! i got new spectacles! at last yey ! i love spectacles cauz i feel cool when i'm wearing it.

oh noo ! tomorrow got to go to school again ! i think i'm not ready for school yet. feels like i get some electric shock cauz too many holiday and i'm sure tasks and lessons at school will be harder and harder. hope i can get used to school schedule again. holiday makes i forget everything about school. HAHA..

thats all for today post. i think it is enough for today. meet again on the next post ya.
thanks for visiting. thanks for spare your time here.
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w i s h l i s t : Lava LAMP :)

at last !

waddup guys ! today is the first day in 2011. and i think nth special for today. . .life still behave normal to me,treat me quite nice although i got a few of people made me upset but i get myself back to usual again. no more upset :D
uwww ! i'm really excited cauz u see my blog got some new appearance! yeah the header of my blog ! what do you think? :) i'm quite satisfied of the header of my blog cauz i made it by myself. 100% homemade. lol
oh yeah i will have my vacation 2 days again ! can't wait any longer ! woohoo ! when i'm having my vacation later,maybe i won't post any post.no time for blogging. wanna enjoy my holiday time meh. i've been waiting for that moment so longg ! ;)

that's all for today !
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have a blast on your day !