the elevator

I had a dream last night
I didn't know which floor to get off on, hey
The doors, they opened on 4 and 5 and 6
And you were gone, all gone

I didn't understand
I didn't wanna know
At least I took a chance
I had to let it go

Elevator goes up
Elevator come down
And you just go with the flow
Until your feet are back on the ground

It's an endless ride
Sometimes it takes you up
Sometimes it tears you down inside
But it's the butterflies
That keep you feeling so alive, so alive
You gotta get back that high

And in my dream last night
The doors they finally shut
And I was there, somewhere
Alone in my reality inside an empty box
That's filled with air, but I don't care, no

Next time I'll get it right
Next time I'll be okay
I'll have a different dream tonight
Tomorrow's another day

You'll never know
What you're gonna get
What you don't expect will come and find you
If you laugh or cry, if you run and hide
But it's all right

satisfied happiness

ohh hello everybody. this is my second post in 2012. well i got no time for updating my blog. school drives me crazy and never let me go for spending my time with my blog.

so about two or three weeks ago, i went to have some photo hunting or let say photoshot with my friends and cousin. that day was fun. i got many things from that day. so my role was being a photographer and model but most of time i spent it as a model of my friend. teehee x)

and i admit that i was amazed by the shots of my friend. he is a photographer and he is very good in taking pictures. his name is mulyadi and he is older than me so i call him as my brother :)

nah i will show some of his shots.

 

 after spending about 2 or 3 hours, we went to have our lunch. and after that we went to orphanage. i ever went to orphanage long time ago but i forgot because i was too small that time. i was very touched when little boy came to me and said "welcome,come in". he put his smiley face to me and he is very friendly to me. i didn't do many things there. i just sit on the bench and watched things around me. too bad i didn't take any picture there. HEHE.

while i sit, i thought about those children who don't have any family anymore and must live at orphanage. i was thinking about myself that i must be very lucky to live with my family and has an affluent life. oh my, sometimes this life is so tragic.

i ever think to celebrate my birthday at orphanage but until now i still can't make it. maybe someday i will :D

ugh by the way today is 9th February. one month to go until my birthday. weehoo.

i have a mix up feelings welcoming my birthday. dunno why. HAHA

anyway gotta sleep already.

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