the last day of

holla fellas ! ♥

my internet connection din work at all. and i don't even know whats wrong with it. and i feel like living in the jungle with no one around. hufth but luckily now i can online and got my blog updated. got so many stuffs to tell and i don't know where to start first. HEHE :)

hmmph. . .
on 17th June, i got my report from school. and now i'm ELEVENTH grader ! you know what i mean,rite? :D i got all my scores passed and i got an outstanding achievement for best in computer. it's like a dream for me because i never expect that i will get this achievement. and i'm so happy that i can make my parents proud of me. thanks God for this, i should study harder for the next grade. but i feel a lil bit sad to know that i'm no longer 10 grader. i'm gonna miss my 10E class and every person from 10E. sometimes i feel like i don't want to move on to another grade. honestly i miss my class. and i'm wondering why is it that the day I miss school is the day where everything happens and do you know that what I hate about going to another year that i might not be in the same class as the one i yearn to be with. walao so complicated ya. :)
one of my friend, my korean friend moved to jakarta also to continue his school. his name is SeoJin. for me, he is one of my good friend although i seldom talked to him but i know he is a good person.
WAH at last thank you to all my friends for this awesome grade 10. i hope we will be in the same class again ya in grade 11. everybody hwaiting for i know grade 11 is so tough :)

 seojin is the tallest one. third from left :D

another interesting experience is when i attended camp for primary school children. i'm the one who helped the sunday school teacher by becoming kinda like an elder member maybe for children in my group. fyi, i don't know how to explain what is my position. okay just continue it okay? hahaha. i was put at 'ramah' group. in english we called ramah as 'friendly' :) for me this is an unforgettable moment. i learned so much from this. and i'm so happy i met so many good children. they are all cute and amazing. i hope i can meet them again especially children from my group. waah i miss them damn much. they always treated me well, shared some stories with me, greeted me everytime they met me, smiled to me. i pray that their life will always stick with 

God and may God bless them with His love. and keep shining in God ya, my children :D

eh? i wanna introduce my great children to you. 

i hardly can remember all their name. i only remember some. oh my bad :(

the names that i remember are graciela, vila, judith, angelina, tiffany, verika, leora. i forgot one name of the girl but i do remember their face. face of innocent children :P they are all talkative. but i like them. they made me feel so special when i'm with them.

when it comes to remember names of the boys at my group. i only can remember sendy, erick, juan, ronald, and vovo. it's getting worse. between them, i often talk to sendy. he likes to bully me everytime i met him. he is clumsy and funny. he always made some jokes for me but actually the one that makes me laugh is his face and style not his joke. HAHA.

 this is sendy. i miss him. HAHA

 and this is erick :)

here are some pics that i took before the camp was over.

oh ya almost forgot about my partner in my group. he is benny. he is my senior and i don't even realized it after he told me that he ever met me at my school. for me he is a lil bit awkward but actually he is fun. now he will continue studying in surabaya. good luck for you ya, senior ! :)

thats the end of my post. i'm running of topics. i hope that i delivered my stories in a good way.

i will off for vacation ! and i must stay away from my blog for couple of days.

don't miss me for i know you will !

stay tune on my next post.

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someday . . .

SOMEDAY, i'm gonna visit Paris and . . .

See eiffel tower and shout "HEY, I MEET EIFFEL TOWER!" ♥

Drink a hot delicious brewed coffee

see awesome paintings !

eat tons of french macaroons for i'm so curious how does it taste :9

buy cooler fashion things till drop !

wear an awesome mustache xD

 buy berets !

so, i think i'm ready to take off to Paris ;)

someone take me, please? HAHA

hello hello blogger ! sorry for the late update. i've been so busy with my obligation as a student. i'm having my school final exams and it will end soon. one more day and i will free ! teehee. so how's life, every-body? ;)

nah, i hope you all fine. as i'm back from staying away from my blog.

so i think that's all about today. we'll meet on next post.

HAPPY DAY EVERY-BODY ! *kisshug*

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R[EVOL]UTION RAWKS ♥

 

 

don't stop loving !

Seeking for love, the only love that can fill my whole life. 

 peering upward. you are not there.

 cast down and still can't find you

turn right and left. where are you? why you keep hiding from me?

look forward and ...
aww there you are ! you are right in front of me.

at last i found you.

lemme be yours and you be mine.

never-ending love :)

that's a very short love story, huh? and looks horrible. i can't be a good story-teller. even far from it. HAHA

today is the last day in april. will have may about 1 hour again. so goodbye april.

just now i found a short story when i online. it's kinda cute story and heart-touching.

i will share it to you.

One day, LOVE and FRIENDSHIP met. they had some conversation and love asked to friendship.

"why do you exist if i already exist?"

and frienship replied, "to put smile after you leave tears."

love get confused and decided to ask back to friendship

"well if that's what you do, why people are still crying?"

"unfortunately,that's my fault. instead of doing my job, i end up doing yours"

now, gotta end up my post. my mind got paralyzed. don't know what to say again.

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i was vanished at one time

hallommpa loompa ! back from my invisibility ! tardaaah :D

sorry for the late post. i'm collecting my mood for posting something new at my blog and at last i did it. right here, right now i got my blog updated. it's like OHH YEAAH :D i was totally packed with school stuffs and many other activities these days. and luckily now i'm having a free time out from school, ya let's call it holiday ! my school is out for vacation for 1 week. and tell ya what, i don't know what to write now. my head is spinning to find some topics to write and the result is zero. but who cares lah. it doesn't bother my mood to have new post on my blog. teehee :D SORRY FOR MY INVISIBILITY FOR QUITE SOMETIME :(

urrmm, i dunno where to start. i'm so excited to the max that i have passed my concert. ya i got my first concert on 2 april. i played spring time using piano and thanks God i could play it fluently although i have bad starting cauz i'm too nervous. i was freakin' like hell. but overall i did it and i got kinda an appreciation from church. bunch thanks !

well guess i'm too sleepy to continue my post. and i'm running of topics. omagah.

sorry. will be updated SOON, maybe tomorrow.

so kthxbye creatures (;

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runaway?

 I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go

I just wanna fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard now and it hurts like hell
i just wanna forget about everything and run away

 

 today is like i'm under heavy cloud.

today is worst ! i can't believe myself that i should face this day. i know my friends have the same feeling also with mine. thanks for those people who had destroyed my mood today. i wish i could slap you on face. i'm just wondering why can't i have an ability to buff on you ya? just realized that i'm to afraid to do that. i'm not perfect neither are you. so stop act like you know everything. i'm the one who in charge on this section but why are you so bossy to take all duty to arrange it? i smell the smells of injustice here. we're not your servants,sweetie :) and i don't wanna start any fight with you. it's useless to spend more time fighting with you so i just obeyed your sweet rules. just because i obeyed your rules,it doesn't mean i like you. i know you have everything with you and that's why you act like that. but don't you think your too excessive? :)

sorry can't let myself be crushed like this. i stay silent but inside me,i'm fighting against my ego and emotion.

so i stand in front of mirror and told myself Girl,you will be fine,khey? :)

 

sooo let's skip to another topic! time won't wait for us. HAHA

ey guys ! yerterday was my birthday. :P why i said so? cauz yesterday was 27 March. 2+7 is 9 !

so i concluded that yersterday was 9 March. my birthday is on 9 March fyi. yesterday i celebrated my second birthday ! HAHA

my besties, CINDY AND ALBERT gave me some surprises. they bought a birthday cake for me and t-shirt. i'm so surprised that they made another birthday for me. and heartily i love it. lately this year i didn't have any birthday cake on my birthday. THANKSS SO MUCCH, besties ♥

but the funny things was he forgot to take a knife along him when he gave me the cake. cindy and i burst in laughter for his carelessness. so i brought the cake home and cut it with my mother,brothers and sister.

and i'm so touched by albert's saying to me when i asked him why he and cindy gave me a birthday cake. for i know the head of this plan is albert. HAHA.

and he said that "i just think that maybe when you're 17 years old, I won't be able to make your birthday like this so I made this today."

 ee that's more than sweet. THANKSS FELLAS ! ♥

OHH YAAH ! i almost forgot about my present from my awesome BESTIES !

from gaby,yenni,mega,tifanny,karun,jessi and cindy. thankss ya darlingss :*

supa love it ! :D

that's all for today. i have to say goodbye to you. practise time is waiting and projects are heading.

please God,stay with me thru this week is so tough.

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:: today quotes ::

'but i love you' is better than 'i love you but'

i ain't strong. i'm fragile

 

please tell me what should i do now?

tell why do you destroyed this friendship. i thought we are bestfriends.

for i know that FRIENDS means

[F]ight for you.

[R]espect you.

[I]nclude you.

[E]ncourage you.

[N]eed you.

[D]eserve you.

[S]tand by you.

and i feels like hundreds of knives strike to me and i'm falling into pieces. never appeared in my mind that you have changed and will never be the same. i'm wondering in my mind can i reformat you to the past you? 

i'd rather be a stupid instead of losing a friend like you. 

you're leaving and explaining nothing to me. this is not all i want. everything happens with a reason behind it and what is your reason? tell me.

maybe i'm nothing to you and i just need to back off from your life so that you can living your life without me.

can you smile for ur decision? ya smile.

you hope for this. you want for this.

if you decided this decision,promise me that you will be happy.

this the end. the final.

all my life i pray for people like them

 

lemme introduce you to my greatest fans of me ! HAHA. just kidding ;)

today my monday is different from another monday. i'm freaking happy to welcome todays monday.

my friends give some surprises to me at school. ya i never expected that they will give presents for my birthday that pastalreadyactually. it's never too late to receive present ! i will open my hands widely lerh. HEHE. no lah don't take it too serious.

they wrapped their presents with a lot of newspapers and it took sooooooo much time to open it but they asked me to open it patiently and may not torn it for it will reduce the magical power of my presents so i just obeyed their rules.

AND TADAA !

eventually i can meet my presents crystal clear in front of my eyes !

earnestly i love what they had given too me. i was about to cry at school, never crossed in my mind that they are really care about me. i'm so touched and moved by everything that they did to me. oops but i didn't cry lah. 

DON'T YOU DARE TO SAID ME A TEARFUL GIRL, I WILL SWALLOW YOU UP !

eee just realized that i have a 'killer' mental also. HAHA

they give me wedges and purple shirt. and the most important one is their best wishes for me. they gave me 16 wishes. 16 wishes for 16 years old girl :) anyway i used ur newspapers as my background when i'm taking picture. and i think it suit on my room. feel that i'm a scavengers to myself. woott =,=

i feel so lucky having apid,ania,chelthy,tepen,ceg,oink,nging and kwebek filling my day ! I had a blast happiness today and you all satisfy my happiness :)

MERCiii ♥

sending my second BIGGG thankss to mel,rei,win,kel,ren and tektek also! so sorry i can't get any picture of tektek.i mean lupita ;) thank you for ur COOL LAMP for a COOL PERSON like me ;) HAHAHA. and your birthday card is so fabulous ! i love the eiffel tower. thanks adorable for ur drawing.the lamp that you guys had given to me accompany my gloomy night. and you guys thank you for being my light in my life. ich liebi dich ♥

oh yah ! before i forgot i would like to say sorry for my friends cauz i have stolen your pictures without any permission. HEHE. sorry for being paparazzi ! apologize is accepted rite? :)

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she is just an ordinary girl

This are the situations that happened in me. HAHA. can't lie myself that i'm missing my long hair damn much.

DEAR HAIR...

please grow longer in a short-term time.

sincerely, VEVE

HAHAHA. am i too insane talking to my own hair? maybe :P

and this is what i want if i get my long hair back. i miss braiding and i feel envy to see people with long hair. no lah jk only. :D

 anyway i would like to say thank you to VEGA cauz you know i'm touched by ur latest post on your blog. we might not close each other and seldom meet also but you put my name on your blog to say happy birthday to me ! :) that's more than sweet. thanks sweet heart !

click here to visit her blog and know her more

aw i'm so sleepy. let's end this post.

sending my love for my blog readers!

don't forget to be awesome ya ;)

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my i n d e p e n d e n c e day

olleh ! or H E L LO :)

sorry for being invisible for these few days. It has been quite some time since I was blogging last time. i should stay away from my blog cauz i'm having a lot of mess to be cleaned such as like school and school and school. HAHAHA. now i'm having my mid semestral examination. and today was the third day. will be having this examination till next week. hufft. i'm stealing some of my study time to post some new post today.

I'm happy with my excruciatingly blissful life right now cauz today is my independence day! ya today is my birthday. i'm no longer 15 anymore but i'm 16. still young mah and i will be forever young ! HAHA though my life is all packed and hectic enough but then I am so grateful cauz I have JESUS who has provided this special day and lovely friends for me to breathe on :)

but overall i wish today was not my birthday :)

no one in my house realize that today is my birthday. life is just acted like normal or even worse. it's true and it's hurts me deeply inside myself. and some of my friends that i expect they will remember my birthday but the fact they aren't. forget about it. i'm fine.

let's talk about another topic ! :D

 

 i didn't make any 16 wishes for my birthday. but i do wish all good things happens right before my eyes and for everyone goodness. HEHE. i would like to say THANK YOU for every single person who remember my birthday. and really appreciate those wishes. having all the people who remember my birthday day is just soo sweet. frankly i'm so touched :') special thanks to VANIA, my cute partner ! :P i really appreciate her greetings cauz she was the only one who greeted  me exactly 00.00 a.m through twitter. i love you,unyuu :P

without reducing any gratitude, once more MERCI everyone. je t'aime ♥

ohh! i almost forgot that today my friends tricked on me ! they poured water to me and gave me some stroke to my hand and face. i'm all wet and dirty after i went back from school but that was fun. this is the reason why i should be happy on my birthday cauz i have totally an awesome friends in my life. thanks for giving some smile and laughter appear in my face today. i think i will make some revenge to my friends who had tricked me today on their birthday ! HAHAHA *evil mind*

 

i think that's all for today.

MUCH LOVE, VEVE ♥

cheers everyone !

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last before i end this post is joyeux anniversaire for me! :D
and happy un-birthday to those who don't have their birthday today !

have a blast on your day